some thoughts

finding it is not an easy job

really hard until sometimes i feel like ive been robbed

i know it sounds silly, but

even though it may seems like i have it all, ive actually never got anything at all.

not then, not now.

denial is heart breaking, but

seems like that's what i've been doing since the very beginning

but now i realise

every now and then, i shouldn't put my hopes too high

'don't think by being one means that you have any'

that's what i've learned throughout the journey.