superwoman.no im not.nobody is.

i never thought this yr would be so depressing.not only because of the tasks.its everythg.maybe im the one who is so pessimist.im just no superwoman.currently working on my PD assignment, when i suddenly come across of Eusoffe's storytelling recording.it is dated not long ago.n guess what?he no longer wants me to tell him bedtime stories and theres no more highly imaginative stories from him. it makes me sad a little bit actually. it feels like just yesterday i sang nobody song with them and dance our heart out in the car while waiting for the traffic light to turn green. its all happening too fast. they grew up so fast and its me the one whos left behind, trying to catching up 'whats new' with them. i dont know how i should grow up.should i be motherly to them?should i be their cool aunty?should i be their friends?do they tell me what happend to them while they were in school?will they still want to sleep with me in front of the tv?what should i do to preserve these?clearly, this matter concern me more than i concern about my PD.i guess they wont stay at their current age where i can cuddle, kiss, scold, piat telinge and etc. how i wish time will stop.but im not a superwoman.no im not.how is wish i am.but nobody is.