i once promised myself

not to share sad stories in this blog.yet, at ths very moment, i cant help myself but to tell d whole world tht im SAD.
everyone's leaving.
not tht they want to but more to they hv to do so.
i dont know whether i can strain myself from crying tomorrow morning.
they are like my very own brothers and sisters.
they are my company
they are my laugh
they are my smile
they are my strength
i feel hopeless
i feel helpless
i cant do anything
how i wish i could do something
how i wish my voice will be heard
how i wish my tears will be wiped
how i wish my laugh wont end
how i wish my smile will last

but i know it wont happen
i know it wont last
but ill try my best to be strong
to still laugh
to still smile
to give love
to be loved

i dont want to be alone
yet it cant be stopped

guys,
u r my sunshine,
my only sunshine,
u make me happy
when skies are grey,
u never know dear,
how much i love u,
SO PLEASE....DONT TAKE MY SUNSHINE AWAY :((