Saturday, July 25, 2009

absence...

...does make heart grow fonder.

its been a while
since i saw their smile
its been a while
since i sang them lullaby
its been sad
it drives me mad
unable to see em laugh
unable to see em cry
its d hardest thing that ive ever gone through
during d night
during d day
i keep praying
for d day to cme quicker
for d day to cme faster
im tired
i just wnt to go home
its been fun
its been great
to be surrounded by all great friends
but home is where d heart is ryt?
just wnt to feel loved again
just want to scream my heart out thts now in pain
its been fun
its been great
to b somewhere
to b someone
thts now able to see things
thts able to think
but home is where d heart is ryt?
i dunno how ppl survive in fight
i dunno how ppl survive to be apart
cos ive been hearing my home
thts been calling me to go back, oh
its been sad
it drives me mad
to be stabbed at d back
to be loathed tho ive been in my sack
thts how d world is
tho it seems to be in peace
wait for me dear
do hold me later tender
as ill be waiting for d day
tht God has answered my pray
im no poet
im no saint
i dont paint
im just lame
so scared to give pain to others
now im in pain, oh tht bothers
dont hear me now
dont hear me ever
let me go, i just want to laugh forever
im serious
im not mischievous
on my wall theres their picture
in my heart theres a picture
tht still cannot be uncovered
tht still cannot be unveiled
thts another pray
to not be a prey
oh God
help me get through d day
dats now so cold i forgt to say
wondering how ppl could stay
i want to go home
i want to go home
i want to go home

-n-