Friday, February 6, 2009

im bad

after 20 yrs of living, now i know my major weakness.IM HAVING PROBLEM IN EXPRESSING MY FEELINGS. rasa mcm kurang normal plak.when i see my frens with no hesitations expressing how they feel about this separation, i feel really bad.bcos i dont know how to tell them tht im gonna miss them.then i realise tht ive been keeping everything to myself for so long. 
going to wellington without azriq n any of my closest friends, is not an easy thing.im stil not sure how am i going to survive for thse 2 yrs. bt im glad i hv nanad, intan n others to keep me accompany during ths windy adventure. im actually afraid of losing myself. yeah. im not afraid of losing azriq n them bcos i know tht they wil never leave me. im just not sure of myself. 
ntahla.dh rase cm ckp putar belit at the moment.

kwn2.u guys r too special for me.hehe.i dont remember laughing so loud with my other frens except with all of u.kejam tol korg tggl ak sorg2 kt welly.hahha.saje cr modal nk salahkan korg.papepon, i hope ths frenship wil last forver..owh2.lupe nk btau..korg nyer scrapt book is the best gift tht ive ever got!thx a lot!jgn lupe ak!korg doa2la ak ade byk duet.bly ak melawat tmpt korg!hehhe..muahx!!loads of lov from me!

                                                     







5 comments:

V3raciOus said...

eit kam, dunt worry in leaving us. cos we'll always webcam wit u.
rmmber 2 update us always, dn jika ade stu perubahn tanpa pengetahuan renjer2 auckland, trus kami tempah tket ke welli!!

Ms Kamilah said...

hahahhaa.teharu.touched.hhhaahaha. buat petame kali ak tak pandang serong ;D

Miss R said...

hekely kam sje je nk touching2 kt blog..xmo pon wt confession kt 505beda..hahhaha..dun worry la...kte still kt pulau yg sme..hahhaha..lgpon ktowg "renjer" auckland bak kte si chuna tue kn nk kne g welly...untung ko ambassy ad kt situe..keskes...syg ko

Ms Kamilah said...

hahah..embassy dekat ni ade buruk baeknye..yg baik tu, kte taula ape kan?yg buruknye, they'll hv their eyes on us all the time!hahhaha..
make sure korg dtg..bly ak nanges2 skett..hhuhuh..syg kamu juge.

A s h i k i n said...

cikin
sayang
kamm
jugkkkkkkkkkkk =[

td gune alat magis
seronok, i can bear the pain already
hidung pun licin
rase mcm nak amek gamba idung
im talking crap

kite slalu update blog tau
sbb kene keep in touch
haha
nanti kitrg visit

n seriously i thot u dun feel sedih for having to go to welly sorang2. not la sorang2, tp dlm 505BEDA+C ur the only one kan. so humph. rupanya. dun worry. u'll live. aku lg pcaye ko dr aku pcaye aku sndiri. haha. sumtimes.

okies panjang sgt komen nih