this raya

this raya

its not lyk in alam maya

im celebrating this raya

in my old kebaya

with no one to hold

with no one to kiss

was it my fault?

was it my bad?

now im all itchy

oh nope!im no bitchy

bt my my my my..

my throat is scratchy!

oh god!

help me!

lemme hug my lil soldiers.

miss their smells

miss their laughs

miss their tears

miss their fears

miss their voice

miss their mess...

i miss everything bout them..

seeing them from far..

it is not enough..

i do not understand..

raya shud be inviting..

raya shud b pleasing..

this is not raya tht i want

no choice perhaps.

thanks still.

for giving the air for living.

p/s: say no to chcken pox.